i always thought that was you.

if i ever need to believe in a lie i know where to go.

it's a comfort that my life(less body) has come to rely on---

and it's what i don't understand that simultaneously breaks me and makes me whole.

there are dreams that will never come true.

i'm waiting for this urge to dissolve completely. i won't be able to see it, then.

i won't be able to sleep.

i won't be able to sleep.

but just as much as i wouldn't DARE ask... you will never know, either.

stop, just stop.