have you seen this?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Triangular_theory_of_love

A CHANGE OF HEART

THANKS GUYS

"it was cold, but it got warm when you'd barely crossed my eye."

suddenly it all makes sense.

you you you you you

how does anything happen?

where is this light coming from. AND WHY CAN'T YOU SEE IT TOO?

soul-searching

selfless love

i would share all of this beauty with you, if i could.

maybe still, you feel helpless and useless and broken. 

and you probably don't realize but

the last thing you taught me was:

thank you. 

and i plan on this being the last thing i ever say to you:

i am sorry.

(but you are wrong)

where's the stimulation?

you may stop feeling now

makes sense

i'd imagine it would be hard to recognize your murderer

infamous

me

that was me being shallow and superficial and maybe even artificial

what i meant to say was,

the w was fortunately placed in front of your form

and what i meant to say was,

you may keep me

after all

i hope:

i am never lying amongst shattered glass with careful strangers surrounding my broken body

ALSO

i always measure the seconds

too slowly or 

too quickly but never 

just right

the years have been short but the days were long

we are alone

once these were messages

now they are merely reflections

they are not hopeless

i am

not hopeless

CALIFORNIA

inspired:

interests part III:

17. friends in low places

18. wrestling

19. the greatest love story of all time

20. body organ metaphors

21. ocean/sea/waves metaphors (always)

22. songs that reference other songs

23. money management skills

24. not taking anything for granted

sense

traffic

i       don't 

under-

stand       some 

things       some-

times

and       i 

find       my-

self       striv-

ing       for 

something 

that       does

not       ex-

ist

city of angels

new:

room

city

life

"i always see you looking out your window"

love,

Just this morning I woke up and wrote 

“to continue in this sorrowful world is 

the greatest personal triumph

no one ever talks about;”

but what I meant to say was

Be enduring. Dare to endure. Endure.

goddammit

THIS IS NOT A COMPETITION

(yes, it is)

but not for me

it's not anymore

HA

NEW FAVORITE BAND

http://www.cracked.com/funny-1677-indie-music/

the one thing that stays mine

unsettling

you

are alive

you rely on the

pace of your

self

to distract you from the

o

v

e

r

w

h

e

l

m

i

n

g 

fear of others.

the man sitting

next to you:

he feels.

he loves and

he breaks

and

he needs you to know

that he is alive

too.

all the time

everything is left unfinished

you are waiting.

or "pangs"

or "would you stay awhile"

or "a short history"

it's the upward

down-

ward

motion

i will be the driver

and the

water

the words

the words

the words

unspoken devotion

AND I,

YEAH I,

didn't really need

touch

at all

this isn't

it either

but it hurts

you

it hurts

you can't 

remember

but sometimes i

taste

smell

no not anything

else

i'm so

done-

a mistake

still breathing...........

"and now"

it weighs nothing

a complex feather

i carry

with 

me 

always

these new walls are filled with mismatched faces and

ages especially

then suddenly i realize,

i am already

a ghost

a dream to heal all bad things

i'm here

as a means of becoming better

(an apology)

"so here I sit 

some years have passed
i say i don't but 

i miss her bad
i smell her in my sheets you see
like she's sleeping next to me
she'll say
jack,

i'm leaving now
don't you wait up for me
cause better love i'm yet to see" 

"and you wanted 

better love

well it's sleeping in your bedroom"

FIT AUGGIE

because you're empty and i'm empty

(i am a machine)

i am reconciled by the soft>> i am still so good

I love you. Please come back.

I'm not coming back.

FIT AUGGIE