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you hate your pulse because he still thinks you're alive


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My heart can't feel the difference between love and sadness.

forget about the past, the future, the trust issues. this may be the biggest problem.

Well, I'm not running from anything. I'm running TO something. Yes, I've come to rely on something that isn't there.
Still what happened to the beauty that I had once found? I'll try not to destroy myself in the process of getting it back.