"i'm definitely ready"

"and i will probably kick myself for not being ready when you were"

this is getting updated a lot more frequently. but i cant promise that anything will make any sense whatsoever to anyone but me

confusion is in, restlessness out
i could have changed things 15 minutes ago

for life:

"please don't allow your voice to fade
don't fall so weak to fault the blame
to give yourself reason for an end"

because i am not afraid to feel

I am entirely a waste of your time

this life, YOUR life
is cracked/torn and bleeding.
nothing
can
save
you
YET. just wait.
my chest rises and falls, and so does yours.

"i'd fix it if i could"

my life is finally beginning

my soul

I have discovered/stumbled upon something AMAZING.
It is beautiful, wonderful, peaceful, exciting.
And I want you to find it too. If I had one wish it would be that everyone in the world (ok ok and aliens too) could feel what I am feeling right now.

ALSOOOO Houston this weekend. Ryan Adams soon. Manchester Orchestra/fun. Kings of Leon later.

I am looking forward to this spring time. Besides the fact that I'm sick for the 2nd time in less than a month, everything about spring makes me happy. Ok almost everything, not mosquitoes. I'm going to take a shower, paint, pack, and ride my bicycle, then go to work.

Probably today is so wonderful because it is HIS birthday:

emosh

"take two steps back from all of this
and remember what you started with
it was nothing at all"

christmas morning